
4 January 2010, 21.46 CET
From Sakura Park (2006)
by Rachel Wetzsteon
The park admits the wind,
the petals lift and scatterlike versions of myself I was on the verge
of becoming; and ten years onand ten blocks down I still can’t tell
whether this dispersal resemblesa fist unclenching or waving goodbye.
But the petals scatter faster,seeking the rose, the cigarette vendor,
and at least I’ve got by pumping heartsome rules of conduct: refuse to choose
between turning pages and turning headsthough the stubborn dine alone. Get over
“getting over”: dark clouds don’t fadebut drift with ever deeper colors.
Give up on rooted happiness(the stolid trees on fire!) and sweet reprieve
(a poor park but my own) will follow.There is still a chance the empty gazebo
will draw crowds from the greater world.And meanwhile, meanwhile’s far from nothing:
the humming moment, the rustle of cherry trees.
Recquisat in Pace, RW.